But speaking of time..... much of it has passed since the last entry. It doesn't mean life is standing still. But neither has it all been doom and gloom like I reported the last time.
I miss my mother-in-law more as time passes. I realize how I think back to life with her a year ago, to the good times, the good visits. Yes, things were starting to get a bit rough but I have been remembering the good.
Life also took on a different flavor when my sister who is 8 years older than me moved back to Alberta from the good ole' USA! She is glad to be back!
We haven't spent a whole lot of time together for about 40 years. Yes, we visited on the phone, we saw each other off and on but this has been a month together and I am finding my way. I had a severe 'little sister complex' for so many years and it is reassuring to know that I have found out that I can live without her stamp of approval on everything I think or do.
So time passes and I learn and so want to keep learning. I want to grow to be who I am intended to be but realize that continues to be a life-long process. I just don't want to get into a rut and end up being "stead fast and unmovable". I realize that can be a good thing but I am suspicious that the older I get it can also been pretty obnoxious!
The sunset was amazing once again, another day is over, more time has passed.......